Well, here I am. My name’s Celina, and I’ve been trying to get back in shape with episodes of success and then bad times. Right now, I’m going through a transition, I almost finished the complete program of Metabolic Surge when on day 33 out of 36, I stopped, the reason? I was doing extremely well.. once a psychologist told me that sometimes, we are afraid to succeed and we sabbotage ourselves right before we achive success.. and I guess that happened to me… perhaps, I was carrying the smallest body fat percentage in my whole life, even when I was an athlete, I was almost reaching the milestone of 58 kgs. which is a major milestone for me… anyway… right now, in just 2 days I threw everything to waste and gained 5 kilos (WATER of course) but anyway, was enough to make me feel miserable… I was about to reach success… victory… my goal.. finally, I was taking pictures, eating extremely clean… I was so motivated in the gym, I really don’t know what happened…
I’m planning to blog in english now; I plan to start Metabolic Surge again on Monday, November 17th 2008 and my goal is to achieve my best body shape ever by the end of this year 2008. Let’s see what happens… right now, I’m eating extremely bad, I guess everything I’m not gonna be able to eat until I finish my goal, I need to get back on track.
Well enough for today… in this transition phase, I’m gonna plan my accountability chart and gonna try to eat very clean so that I can start unbloated (if that is a word!).. I need to loose some water weight… anyway.. I’m gonna start posting daily and writing my obstacles and my success stories… well… Dare to change… dare to reach your dreams…
Celina…
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